A fresh start

February 15, 2010

Hmmmm.... It was a great day. Marketing activities in the morning (as early as 7am) and gotta home to sleep at 5, wake at 9, have some dinner.. (ulcers attack**) quality time with my love one (dady) while watching speed scandal and cafe world/fishville onda side. Sarap ng ganito. Sana parating masaya :) Masarap sa pakiramdam maramdaman ulit. :D

Goodnight! (nagpm na ang dady at pinapatulog na ako) Til nextym! Byebye!

Happy New Year! Happy Valentines!

February 14, 2010

I'll just make it short at hindi ako magkkwento ng pagkadeta detalye. hehe Well, last night was really insane, naiirita ako na naiinis na ewan. I assumed that today would be just an ordinary day since *there's no plan* on it and everytime we talked about it, we end up with another topic. Anyway, this is it! Of course ako pa! Sabe niya, dont buy him something expensive (might as well, do not prepare anything for him) Eh pwepwede ba naman yun? :D I have no idea of what to buy or to give. All i know in my mind is i have to give something na hindi ung instant na nabibili like (da one i gave him last year. hihi) i know he'll appreciate much if i i'll give extra effort. :D So, wats d concept again? something cheap but really sweet.. :'> Geesh, nakipagcooperate naman saken ang younger sis ko to go with me sa mall near their school ( to find sum stuff) and as we stroll around, wala talaga akong makita!! Then there's a shop which is best in those occassions and finally grabbed a heart shaped box. BUT!! anoh ang ilalagay koh dito? hahaha! I once thinked to put different chocolates but of a minimal cost. (ung tig pipiso sa mga tindahan sa tabi like goya, eggheads, curly tops, flat tops etc.) and found a couple chain that would be on the middle of my masterpice. I'll just need some stuffs to compress it and then this is it! Cut some bondpaper as my paraphernalia, put all the chocolates, spread some mini marshmallows and mini nips (pinoy version ng m&ms) and then with the 3 little mini love pillows as the main attraction, tied with my couple chain gift behind, with the popular mamy & dady bear in front and that's it! My valentine gift! Ohhwell, the preparation isn't hard, (just the cutting of the paper took me a quite long, coz of many trials of what to put inside then come up with whats the first in my mind, the cutting! :D) I guess reason why its not that hard is because of my excitement and my love in what I'm preparing. My concept is very simple. Magbigay ng something na gawa ko, inisip ko, minahal ko w/minimal cost resources. Hindi kailangang mahal sa pagmamahal. hehe I really wanna tell that i have something to give but i have to keep my mouth shut! (for d first time) and i really love what he looks like upon opening it. Well, this early morning i woke up late knowing that we will have some family affair but it has been canceled. Hurriedly goes to his place to celebrate the hearts day. Iwas kinda late. (ofcourse) and i really miss him much much!! And i gotta gift too! a well ribboned gift! (i really wanted his way of wrapping though he used to say that this talent is only came from tieing his shoes) And thats the moment i gave my gift too! He was surprised. (iknow) But not that shocked. :D I kno he knows how i think na hindi ko papalagpasin ung mga ganitong event. As he opens my present, mas ako pa ata excited. :)) pinangu2nahan sa mga dapat nyang gawin at laman nuon. He still recognize the pink wrapper he used in my birthday last year. (sentimental kase akong tao eh, tinatago ko talaga lahat) And, un yung ginamit ko pang cover sa gift. :) Am glad he likes it. And, we celebrated the day watching korean fun film titled speed scandal and then afterwards, took dinner at Jollibee V. Mall and have some fun talks there. As we separated, smiles in out hearts is remarkable. I thought my story telling would be short... short ba toh? :)) Anyway, i just wanna share that this 2010, i dont see anything good that happened to me. Thanks for this. Since its a happy new year for the Lunar Calendar (i'll just go with their dates) I wanna be my Feb. 14 to be my new year. We had a bunch of food in our house, full of happiness in our hearts and glory to the mighty God.

I hope that smile will continue be a part of me "again". Positive ako na tuloy tuloy na ito. I learned that happiness cant be found the way you expect it, sometimes you can feel it, when you least expect it.

Happy New Year Everyone! Happy Valentines Day!

Farewell Informatics. Thank you and Goodbye..

February 12, 2010

Another part of me has ended. I left the campus, January 30, 2010 and officially resigned by yesterday February 11, 2010. The feeling. The sadness. It's insane. Informatics is my training grounds. My molder. I can say that, without them, I'm nothing. Many thanks to Ms. Charlyne who really played a big role in me. She's my mentor, my number one. My adviser, my teacher, a friend and a mother. (sob*** i misses the lunches we have back when they are on room 2K and the ssed area) The advices which stays on me, and reflected on my personality. Maia d great, i miss you. (lets eat again at Teriyaki Boy and always take care of my Pinky Bear) Jen, my forever best friend at Eastwood. The talks, the gossip, the laughs and the tears.. whoaaa i miss them really badly! The noise of the students. The pollution of Tondo to Eastwood. The LRT, the Eastwood. The office. My friends. I think i have to move on with this. The more i remember all of you, the more painful it gets. My one and only desk. My 2 computers. My 2 printers. I miss you.. I really do.

Sana dumating na yung araw na matatanggap ko na na wala na ako. Ang hirap. Hindi ko isinisink in na "resigned" na nga ako. Umiiyak pa din pag naalala ko ung trabaho ko. Nalulungkot pa din pag naiisip ko yung mga ginagawa ko sa araw araw. Naalala lahat ng iniwan. Nakakamiss.

May 2007, isa lang akong baguhan na walang alam na nag aapply sa marketing at ininterview ni Mam Charlyne kasabay si Aljay at Dranreb. Hanggang sa pakikielam eh napunta sa services. Who have known that i'll be grown up like this? Nagkaruon ka ng boss na Vice President, may boss na mitikuloso, may boss na demanding (pero mababait) Mga faculty na masayahin at marketing na magugulo,SSED na paghahari ni emon na napakalakas ng boses, services na pababy lalo na si Kuya Tony (isa sa mga bestfriend ko) na lahat na lang gusto isusubo sa kanya pero sa totoo, matalino naman, ayaw nga lang ng responsibility. hehe Mga kaibigang maintenance at guard ng building at makukulit na estudyante.. Magaan sa pakiramdam. Masaya sa kalooban na magkaruon ng chansa na maging parte ka ng buhay nila. Gusto kong kunin ang pagkakataon na ito para magpasalamat sa lahat ng tao na nakaka appreciate sa akin, Jenniper diko talaga inakala na malakas impact ko sayo. hehe Angel, Monica and the group. Kela Mike, Jed at Kat (at sa tropa). Lord, April atbp. Nelyn at Mara. Robin & Mims, (pati na ang buong tropa) Maraming salamat sa inyo.

Laging kasama twing enrollment, bigayan ng SOA at permit. Taga tanggap ng bayad. Taga prepare ng manuals para sa ICL at taga gawa ng payroll, magcheck ng DTR. Taong marketing pag naka field ang lahat. Maintenance ng buong iskul. Kontakin ang mga supplier para sa kung ano anong request ng ibang dept. at makibonding kay Camille ng Metrobank para magdeposit. Kumaen sa style na giba na. Buti na lang dumating si ka 7-11 na bilihan ng siopao at pineapple. Ikaw na ang ma ondoy, mag overnyt sa bahay ng iba at mag ala superman sa pagsagip lang ng gamit ng skwelahan. Makining sa mga reklamo ng magulang, pati na ng mga anak nila. :D

Being part of Informatics is a great one. Sila yung kumpanya na hindi tumitingin sa taas ng kalidad ng edukasyon ng isang tao kundi sa kakayahan nito binabase ang lahat. Madami akong natutunan, nalaman. Nadapa man, pero bumangon. Alam kong sa bawat matinding ulan ay may nag hihintay na bahaghari sa dulo.

Gusto ko nang pormal na magpaalam sa kumpanyang humubog sa pagkatao ko at kakayahan.
Sana, dumating din ang araw na hindi na ako malulungkot at maluluha pag naaalala ko ang iskwelahan, bagkos masayang lilingunin ang nakaraan. I miss my smiles. Sana maramdaman ko na muli tumawa ng may totoong galak.

Maraming Salamat sa alaala.